Jack de Belin's alleged rape victim has fired back at the NRL player's lawyer while being cross-examined over her memory of the night, saying "what happened in that room" still keeps her awake at night.
The woman, who cannot be named, was questioned on Thursday over her conduct before and after the alleged rape in a North Wollongong unit in December 2018.
The Wollongong District Court has heard the woman, de Belin and her other alleged attacker caught an Uber back to the city's CBD and queued outside Fever Nightclub after leaving the unit.
David Campbell SC suggested the woman was pretending to not remember what she did outside Fever, including using her phone.
"I actually do not remember," the woman replied.
"What happened on that night in that room, I remember. It was quite horrific.
"I don't get to sleep because of it. Two years down the track and I still don't get to sleep.
"So no, I do not remember that little part at Fever. I am very sorry."
Under further questioning about the journey to the unit, she told the court she recalled the incident in the unit "in my sleep".
"I'm sorry I do not remember every single, little, nitty, gritty bit," she told Mr Campbell.
"I am human, not a robot."
De Belin, a St George Illawarra star, and Shell Cove man Callan Sinclair, 23, have pleaded not guilty to five counts of the aggravated sexual assault over the events inside the North Wollongong unit on December 9, 2018.
Both men say everything was consensual.
The men met the woman at a bar earlier in the night before heading to the unit.
She has testified her first opportunity to get away from de Belin and co-accused Callan Sinclair came when the men became distracted in the queue.
Mr Campbell said CCTV footage showed the complainant had tapped Sinclair on the shoulder before departing.
He also suggested that rather than trying to get "as far away" from the men quickly, she'd walked around a corner and moved back and forth before calling an Uber.
"I don't remember, it was two years ago," she responded to numerous questions.
She denied there was discussion in the nightclub queue along the lines of "this is not going so well, we might not get in easily".
She also denied she was "on a journey to engage in some sexual activity" when travelling in a tuk-tuk with the men before arriving at the unit.
The woman has told the jury she never wanted to have sex with the men and her protests were ignored.
She "was just going dead and numb inside" during the alleged attack "and just let it happen", the trial has heard
"I only weigh 51 kilograms - they're twice the size of me," the woman said on Tuesday.
The trial continues.
Australian Associated Press
